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About Me Member Deviously Deviant alkalineuhFemale/Canada

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The Floor Hates Lactose.I, I pretend the voice coming from the television set is yours. "I love you. I love you. I love you." And I pour the milk on the floor instead of in my cereals, because my arms are acting like salt shakers, and because some disgusting liquid is spilling out from my eyes faster than stupid words spill out from my mouth (why yes, I do vomit nonsense frequently).
You, you listen to the same song over and over for no actual reason
(It would be so much more poetic if I could honestly say that it was because it reminded you of me) And you think that you are more of a bad metaphor (though you k The Floor Hates Lactose.
by ~alkalineuh

A romantic tragedy in reverse.With a last feeling of anger, I walk away. It is time for me to become a bird.
--
Thinking of her mourning you, I cannot help to think that it should have been me instead of her. I should have been the one to cry over you. Instead, I hold my breath.
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Your family has been warned. They are freaking out. Celia is devastated. --

I can hear their whispers, their “How could this happen?” and their “I really wish I could have helped”. I can hear their guilty lies.
--

A body A romantic tragedy in reverse.
by ~alkalineuh

Porcelain puppet.Walking through a postmodern version of the Garden of Eden, I found a box with my name on it. You told me that I should refrain from opening it. You told me that I could not handle the truth that it contained. Believing you, I opened it anyway.

There was nothing special inside of it. There was only a mirror; there was only a reflection of what I was.

It was not until I saw myself through it that I realized I was a puppet. How had I managed to miss it before? I could see clearly now; I could see the strings that you loved to pull so much, the porcelain instead of skin and the vo Porcelain puppet.
by ~alkalineuh

Superman and obituaries.When you’re 6 years old, people ask you what you want to be when you grow up. You reply that you want to be Superman because you saw him in that movie you watched with your uncle Eddie the other day, and he had some really cool powers.

When you’re 16 years old, people ask you what you want to be when you grow up. You reply that you want to be like your uncle Eddie because people say that’s what you should do. Uncle Eddie is a doctor. He has tons of money, is very successful, and hates his life, and if you study hard enough, you can be just like him.
When you’re 26 years old, the newspaper tells y Superman and obituaries.
by ~alkalineuh

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a taxidermist in my spare timeit's always the last week of november when i'm making up statistics to say how awfully uncomprehensible i am.  and it's always at exactly a quarter to eleven when i'm writing about nothing except for the vomit in your eyes or the blood in your mouth or another cliche of how pissed off/upset/overdramatic
i am
not in love,   and i am not dressing corpses in your clothes,   and i am not in love,   and i am not lying to 500 strangers right now,   and i am not in love,   and i am not pretending that the sweat in your hair or the vomit on your skin or a taxidermist in my spare time
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imagine this is you and me.imagine this:
every time you blink it's the first week in june and you're counting the minutes until you're back home. the air's thicker with expectations than my mind is. and your suitcases are lying empty at the bottom of the front stairwell but my heart's been packed full. i want to know what i should be taking away from this. i want know if i can still make your heart skip from half a country away. i want to be something cataclysmic so i'll stick in your memory.
i'll be your trainwreck if you think you could remember me.
imagine this:
it's three weeks from this day and december's always imagine this is you and me.
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.Cupid's Aquarium.Broken stardust drifts onto eyelashes gleaming with crystalline tears;
Laying supine in the dark illuminated by flashes of a monstrous storm exposing all her fears-
She cannot wait for a hero to turn on her light rush into bed and hold her all through the night
because she knows her past heros have left before, without notice, leaving shattered memories on the floor.
She waits for the flaming ferris wheel in the sky to ride back up and hold her for just until it will set,
It will never leave forever, could never tell her a lie while keeping he .Cupid's Aquarium.
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curiousity has never killed-hearts are envelopes-
i found yours lying, defeated, on hot tar. (so adrenaline
poisoned my veins, so my breathing lost rhythm at the prospect of finding something worthwhile.)
"humans are fucked up," i thought somberly. "our nature is
so selfish; lord!"
i picked it up depsite the aforementioned complaint (don't call me a hypocrite, curiousity and passion always devour my will.)
i tore it open with shaking fingers.
it was empt- you heart was em- your heart is empty, boy.    curiousity has never killed-
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297 deviantART at Siggraph '08 - Jul 29, 2008

Don’t act like you can do better than this.

Sat Dec 6, 2008, 1:17 PM

What do you want for Christmas this year?
- someone to spend Christmas with.

Is there someone that you believe you will always be attracted to?
Fuck believing things.

What's your favorite flavor of Doritos?:
RANCH!

<3

Where were you at 6:00 am this morning?
... On the wrong side of the bed.

Do you ever write/draw on windows that are fogged up?
All the time.

Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
I won't answer, because then I will have to explain myself, and I just don't want to.

Who was the last person besides family you saw in person?
James.

Do you like pancakes?
oh, it is love. ;]

Do you prefer to listen to songs with meaningful lyrics?:
Definately.

Are you better at math or art?
Art. I'm really not good at math.

What color do you want to dye your hair?
.. Well, I kinda miss my pink hair.. so I guess that, but I'll probably just keep my hair black.

What's a funny quote?
"I went to a cafe that advertised breakfast
anytime, so I ordered French
Toast during the Rennaisance."
- Steven Wright

Are you mean?
More than you could imagine.

Without stating names, say something to five different person.
1- We're friends, but if you knew, you'd hate me.
2- I love you. <3
3- As selfish as it is, I miss the time when you weren't popular and you hung out with me all the time. Now, you have all those new friends and you're happier than ever, but I'm missing you too much to be happy for you.
4- You should cook me some more pie.

5- Don't waste your time on me, cause I don't want to waste mine on you.

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Interests: Caffeine. Books. Peace. Art. Thoughts. Happiness.
Favourite movie: Donnie Darko. Requiem for a dream. Nightmare before Christmas. Across the Universe. The Wall
Favourite poet or writer: Chuck Palahniuk, Stephen Chbosky
Personal Quote: Home is where the heart is. When you leave, I get homesick.

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~FaerieFoxx 6 days 6 hours ago

thankya for the fav :]

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//.Luni

Ego sum nihil sed scelesta,
sed quid est tu?

~secret-luck Nov 29, 2009, 11:13:02 PM

thanks a bunch for the fav

xxx.

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[follow me down the rabbit_hole]

*EarthHart Nov 29, 2009, 12:00:02 PM

Thank'ee kindly, m'deer

for the favour you's granted me work, it's muchly appreciated

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"He who could do little, did nothing."
Eugene Odum

~jaymyccah Nov 28, 2009, 3:05:17 PM

thank you

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I don't want to meet somebody new, i'd rather spend my life missing you...but sometimes, that is what it takes to forget, about the pain

*Artwyrd Nov 28, 2009, 1:56:32 AM

Thank you for the favourite

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What you think you create.
What you feel you attract.
What you imagine you become.

~NightlyLies Nov 27, 2009, 10:07:16 PM

thanks for the fave,

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then you're still alive. whether
that be a good or bad thing,
you mean the world to me.}

~allie-0-cat Nov 23, 2009, 8:09:41 PM

Thanks for the fave =]

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~OrcaCookie Nov 23, 2009, 6:46:20 PM

thanks for the fave!!

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